November 28, 2011- the day we had our CAE Prejudging. We came to school earlier than many even though we were the last to present. All of us were nervous that morning. We watched the CAE plays of the first years but our minds were on our play in the afternoon. Our challenge was to do better than our Technical Dress Rehearsal. We had better production design. Most of the characters improved. We rushed during the preparation. Some props were even made on the day itself. Of course, cram again.
We enjoyed while presenting onstage. For me, we did all our best. Yes, we had flaws. But I believe each play has its own flaws in some ways. We cannot hinder mistakes to be done. All of us were filled with joy right after the play. Once the curtains closed, we hugged each other congratulating each one. We admit that we had a few regrets. We could have done more if we wanted to.
And right after we presented, they announced the results of the winners for the first year and the second year. It was such a heart break! Nice playing with emotions, huh?! A minute before we jumped for joy, and in a snap, we all saw tears on the faces of each one. It did not take even five minutes for us to know the results. The question was: Was our best not good enough?
Our best was not good enough to reach the ultimate.
Our best was not good enough to meet the criteria of the judges.
Our best was not good enough to compete with the higher levels.
BUT…
Our best was good enough to bring joy in our section for the past three months.
Our best was good enough to showcase the hidden talents of each one.
Our best was good enough to make other people realize that silent and simple people have God-given talents within.
Our best was good enough to know each of our classmates better.
Our best was good enough to strengthen our bond as a class.
Our best was good enough to fill the empty spaces in our hearts with love for each of the people who opened their doors to help us.
